God Gives

Supposedly not what you ask for, but what you need to get what you asked for. Sometimes I think that maybe God has too much faith in my abilities or capacity. I love you and mom both, but I am realizing how similar you guys are in looks and demeanor.

I’m praying that I’ll find an easier way to get to what God is preparing for me, but regardless I’m gonna keep trying and die trying if I have to. Someone once said that you’ll never know how far you can go unless you’re willing to go too far. There’s an endless abyss ahead of me. It’s dark 🙏.